March 23, 2010

Saturday of Spring

It's five pm and I've managed to stay in one seat at the coffee shot since 11 this morning.  I am out today in search of my epiphany.  It sounds silly to type, but it's the truth.  It's spring today.  It's the beginning of a new season.  It's my favorite season.  I'm sure it's a favorite for most people.  By late February depression has usually set in and I loathe most of my existence.  But the season change helps me change my mind and mood.  Today, I said out loud what it is I need to understand and take on in a serious manner.  I have had expectations of about every aspect of my life that have been wrong.  In work, in my relationships, in my efforts.  And now it is time to change my perspectives.